Young Kobe.

Happy birthday to you, 

happy birthday to you, 

happy birthday dear Phiiii, 

happy birthday to you.

Happy 24 Old Man!

But like some goods things, they fade, they fade away.

Hi.

I thought I saw you this morning or maybe a guy that looks like you dressed in red with a red backpack. lol. Are you a blood now or what? Jk. But if that was you, or if it wasn't you... well... I hope that you've been okay & that where ever you are, or whatever you're doing, you're happy.

Unworthy.

I am absolutely pathetic.

Moodswings.

It's so funny how just the thought of us would just make me bawl out so hard like a bitch when I was laughing about bullshit a minute ago...

my favorite.

Goodbye.

Happy late birthday. You think I forgot huh... well no. Right when the week started, you were on my mind all the time, and even before that. Maybe I should stop thinking about you cause you probably hate me by now. You deleted everything and blocked me out of your life. I should be happy that you're moving on cause you deserve the best. I want to talk to you but it seems like I always find a way to stop myself since I know that you grown to dislike me by now anyways. I'm probably categorized as "grimey" for this and that. I disappeared right, but how can I just come back when things aren't exactly so easy, when I love you and you love me too but I'm so utterly stupid? Sometimes I would just be frustrated at myself and think of how did something amazing as that ended up like "this?" Why couldn't we just be together and happy like we planned in the beginning. Why did it just crash down like that? How come you told me everything you felt so late? Did you really have to think about it? Or are you just saying that to cover what you really felt. I don't know.... I hope that where ever you are, or end up to be. That you're okay. That you're happy. That one day you'll find someone truly wonderful as you are to me. That you won't ever be tired. That they'll be exactly what you wanted cause I'm obviously not. I'm sorry for everything... I am a complete mistake.