Thursday, March 17, 2011

photo: day 12.

current mood: sooree.
current song: baby's blastin' up that tupacc tho!

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a photo of your favorite band/muscian.







& more... but these are most def my fav & artists who I highly admire. ♥

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Letter: Day 11 Pt. II

A deceased person you wish you could talk to... TBC..


Dear Tupac Shakur,

My boyfriend seems to be very fond of you. After watching your documentary Resurrection, he became very inspired and posted a quote from it on his tumblr immediately. I was also inspired, therefore, I reblogged it from him. Ah, makes me wonder how the fck did Justin motherfcker Beiber earned his own movie when he barely did anything inspiring, nor wrote/said anything that great yet. Usher did way more shit in his lifetime than fckin' Beiber & he's actually gone through puberty, but where the heck is his documentary at? Follow your dreams, huh? Psshh. Who hasn't said that. Listen to T.I. & he'll show you the business about followin' your dreams. Foreals. What the hell Pac, you needa come back to life and keep this lil foo in check. LOL. I mean, you already know my boyfriend would make a way better prodigy than fckin Beiber. Without PHI there would be no PHIver. Get it? Haha. Real talk, I love you Pac. You're beyond great. Already know. I was bumpin' to your song California love 24/7 back in the day when I was a young'n & all your other jams. Everyone misses you--especially, your music. But it's all good cos people be still keepin' it alive til this day. Can't wait to meet you in the afterlife too. I hope you're homies with my siblings so when I come through we can be like.. TuPhamPac, PhamTuPac, PacPhamTu.... something.. something. Yeah... you're awesome man.

♥ tamtam.

Monday, March 7, 2011

letter: day 11.

A deceased person you wish you could talk to.

Dear Son Pham/Tam Pham,

Hey there big bro, hey there big sis.  One of the things that I regret living in this world is not to be given the opportunity to know you guys personally, or even the chance to meet you. Dying at such a young age, or in other cases not even the chance to experience a day living life at all is really unfortunate. If I could've given one of you guys my life you already know I would... Maybe the family would've been more together of one of you guys were here... but nope, we're so broken, so far apart. I remember An, always wished to have a brother, and when I hear that I would think of you, Son. I think he would've turned out for the best if he had a figure to look up to. It was really hard for him living under a roof of two sisters who he couldn't relate to. I wished I treated him better also. Seeing how he is now, dropped out of high school before barely starting, anger problems, always isolated from everyone. Ah... I just don't know. Oh Sister, when I heard I was named after you, I was a bit startled maybe? I thought if I would even exist if you were here... but as I think about it... it's as if I'm living life for you, & it's really an honor. I'm sorry if I am doing a terrible job at the moment. Hah, I think you could've done better. Hopefully all the bumps on the road will smooth out soon. Even tho I never met you both, just know I love you & miss you both so much. I can't wait to meet you both sooner or later in the afterlife someday.. if I get to where you both are that is since I'm sucha bad kid. I feel like you both are one of God's favorites since he took you both so soon; to do something greater. Hope you two are good up there in paradise.

♥ tamtam.

photo: day 11.

current mood: hmm....?
current song: minaaaj--ALL you bitches is my sons!

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A photo of what I ate today.


3/7/11 @ Sizzler's Restaurant.
First time at Sizzler's together with thee boothang to celebrate 8 Months deeep. ♥
Found it hecka whack how they made us pay beforehand... like a buffet or some shit, but feelin' the chill atmosphere tho. I ordered the 8 oz steak which is pretty good & babe ordered a half rack of ribs. Sorry it wasn't as good baby & how you could've been in sex ed learnin' about HIV/AIDs. ): SIGH* lol.

Bring it back ,

30 Day Photo Challenge

day 1. your facebook profile photo

day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago

day 3. a photo that makes you laugh

day 4. a photo of you as a baby

day 5. a photo of your bestfriend(s)

day 6. a photo of someone you love

day 7. a photo of something you enjoy doing

day 8. a photo of last summer

day 9. a photo that makes you happy

day 10. a photo of your family

day 11. a photo of what you ate today

day 12. a photo of your favorite band/musician

day 13. a photo of the last place you went on holiday

day 14. a photo of one of your favourite family members

day 15. a photo of your favorite film(s)

day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to

day 17. a photo of you on a school trip

day 18. a photo of you standing up

day 19. a photo of your town

day 20. a photo of your favorite weekend

day 21. a photo of you and someone you love

day 22. a photo of the last thing you bought

day 23. a photo of your dream car

day 24. a photo of your humorous face expression

day 25. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in

day 26. a photo of the week's weather

day 27. a photo of a place you like to eat/drink

day 28. a photo of a night you loved

day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive

day 30. a photo of you when you were happy

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The 30 Day Letter Challenge
WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :

Day 1 — Your best friend

Day 2 — Your crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

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STARTED WAAAY BACK IN SEPT! plannin' on finishing sooner or later.

Update#937924.

current mood: ehheh.
current song: WIZ KHALIFA. tha wizzz. wizzy. taylor gang or die niggas!

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1) I am a total fail in life. super gg til thee end of time.
2) My room is cold as ever.
3) My parents suck.
4) I hate Sheldon High School. fuck you. fuck you. & fuck you.
5) Happy 8 Months to the best thing in my life right now. i♥youbby.
6) I really hate you. Like seriously. Why did you ever come into my life? Fall off the Earth please... and bring that hideous thing with you. (:
7) I'm not actually am alone, I just always feel alone. -Drake
8) Stupid girls are so... goddamn.. stupid.
9) Wtf is friendship? Wtf is family?  Who can I trust? !#&$*@???
10) Har-dee-har-har. FML. Want to see one of my accomplishments recently tho... ?


http://dismysongz.tumblr.com/

Beautiful, ain't it? Too bad it mindfcked the shit outta me & babe, so much goddamn work. I wonder if takin' care of this... will help us learn how cater to our kiddies? haha. We'll seee. Get at this site tho if you lurkin' for some jams, we gotchu! (:<