Friday, April 30, 2010
we not makin' love tonight.
andrew baterinaaa ; SOREAL CREW.
got me sayin,
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...
ooooooh myyy goooshh.
<333
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
i'm finna do me.
current mood: propitious.
current song: maino ft. t.i., swizz beats, plies, jadakiss, & fabolous - hi haters (remix).
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"One person doesn’t like something about you, doesn’t mean you should change. It’s one person, and one person only. People will like, or dislike you. What you need to do is keep it moving. Don’t let anyone’s comments hold you back from being yourself. It’s just the insecure ones who have to resort to talking down to you, to make themselves feel better.
You wanna know why they talk down to you? Because they, themselves are talked down to by others. They are constantly trying to change themselves to make everyone happy. They are pathetic. Those are the people who are not real with themselves.
I’m not gonna change anything about myself, because of your opinions. I am me, and if you can’t accept that, then get the fuck out. Your opinions can eat my pussy. I’m gonna do me, so you go and do you.
Stop worrying about my imperfections. You probably wish you were as cool as I am anyways."
current song: maino ft. t.i., swizz beats, plies, jadakiss, & fabolous - hi haters (remix).
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"One person doesn’t like something about you, doesn’t mean you should change. It’s one person, and one person only. People will like, or dislike you. What you need to do is keep it moving. Don’t let anyone’s comments hold you back from being yourself. It’s just the insecure ones who have to resort to talking down to you, to make themselves feel better.
You wanna know why they talk down to you? Because they, themselves are talked down to by others. They are constantly trying to change themselves to make everyone happy. They are pathetic. Those are the people who are not real with themselves.
I’m not gonna change anything about myself, because of your opinions. I am me, and if you can’t accept that, then get the fuck out. Your opinions can eat my pussy. I’m gonna do me, so you go and do you.
Stop worrying about my imperfections. You probably wish you were as cool as I am anyways."
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
get your shit together.
current mood: pestered.
current song: brutha ft. twista - you ain't the one.
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dear you,
i don't know why people continue to tell me about you. it's getting really annoying. but, i heard you're having trouble with your current relationship due to trust issues. go figure. :/ & honestly, i think you need to be single for a bit to figure out YOURSELF. before quickly jumping from relationship to relationship & hurting other people. its fucked up. & you know it. you're not ready to be committed at all. face it, im being a bitch. but you need to understand that you're not a good boyfriend & you need to fucking LEARN. cos obviously over the years you haven't put effort towards fixing your flaws one bit. you can say you did over and over again. convince people that you're not that same man. but actions really do speak louder than words. & guess what? you are totally full of complete bullshit. sure, you can go on, & say "sorry. it'll never happen again," like you always do. but that shit is only TEMPORARY. sooner or later you're going to repeat that same mistake repetitively & no matter how much you continue to slip it doesn't effect you as much as you say it does. so, quit playin' yourself & stop being a little bitch with that guilt trip act of yours. "sorry, it's all my fault." yeah, ya think, dumbass? it's getting OLD. sorries just don't cut it no more for you, sweetie. on the reals though, it's oh so funny how you still never realize just how fucked up of a person you are. no, i don't know your girlfriend. but i know damn well, that i know you more than anyone else in this world. i know your shady history. you better fix your damn self cos this ain't fair at all. especially for the people that really CARE about you. willing to give up everything for you. yeah, i was there. & i want the best for your girl. so get your shit together, homeboy. the world doesn't revolve around your sorry ass. grow the fuck uppp, fooooreals.
yours truly.
<3
current song: brutha ft. twista - you ain't the one.
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dear you,
i don't know why people continue to tell me about you. it's getting really annoying. but, i heard you're having trouble with your current relationship due to trust issues. go figure. :/ & honestly, i think you need to be single for a bit to figure out YOURSELF. before quickly jumping from relationship to relationship & hurting other people. its fucked up. & you know it. you're not ready to be committed at all. face it, im being a bitch. but you need to understand that you're not a good boyfriend & you need to fucking LEARN. cos obviously over the years you haven't put effort towards fixing your flaws one bit. you can say you did over and over again. convince people that you're not that same man. but actions really do speak louder than words. & guess what? you are totally full of complete bullshit. sure, you can go on, & say "sorry. it'll never happen again," like you always do. but that shit is only TEMPORARY. sooner or later you're going to repeat that same mistake repetitively & no matter how much you continue to slip it doesn't effect you as much as you say it does. so, quit playin' yourself & stop being a little bitch with that guilt trip act of yours. "sorry, it's all my fault." yeah, ya think, dumbass? it's getting OLD. sorries just don't cut it no more for you, sweetie. on the reals though, it's oh so funny how you still never realize just how fucked up of a person you are. no, i don't know your girlfriend. but i know damn well, that i know you more than anyone else in this world. i know your shady history. you better fix your damn self cos this ain't fair at all. especially for the people that really CARE about you. willing to give up everything for you. yeah, i was there. & i want the best for your girl. so get your shit together, homeboy. the world doesn't revolve around your sorry ass. grow the fuck uppp, fooooreals.
yours truly.
<3
i'm cool.
phi ho
(12:51:13 AM): also, youre more cool
(12:51:19 AM): cant be as cool as you tam
(12:51:19 AM): haha
fasho fasho?! ;)
(12:51:13 AM): also, youre more cool
(12:51:19 AM): cant be as cool as you tam
(12:51:19 AM): haha
fasho fasho?! ;)
Sunday, April 25, 2010
PIC: 8th annual luau.
current mood: satisfied.
current song: justin young - one foot on sand.
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this whole week was cooools. school was same old same old. however, most of the time, i've just been anticipating for PIC's 8th annual luau which was held yesterday in my school's cafeteria. i signed up for hula and tahitian. on friday; there were rehearsals after school. i almost got cut from the dances since i didn't make it to the last practices cos i wasn't aware of them. luckily, i am a fast like a nascar on learning the choreography. oh yeaaah.
on saturday; was finally luau! i was super excited. but then, it was anal. since i had a saturday school scheduled. & i asked bestfraaaan phizzy my nizzy to take me since my mom is a bizatch in the morning. i woke up in time but i decided to just flake it cos i really needed sleep since i was going to have a loooong day. a few minutes later. i received a call from phi. i was hoping that he would oversleep. but naaaaws, he woke up just in time. & called me in the morning to tell me he was already in front of my house. so i had to tell him to go back home since there was a change in my plans. sorry, for making you wake up for nothing, phi. :(
after the call, i went back to sleep & woke up again around 10 cos i had last minute tahitian practice & i promised my friend kateri to help her with her senior project. i did. & i was glad that the weather wasn't gloomy anymore & the sun is starting to shine through. :)
then, after pratice and such. phi picked me up to drop me home. & myles was there! OMGOSH. he was missing for awhile. haha. but he wouldn't stop picking on me once he saw me. :( meanie.
once i got to the hizzouse. i tried getting ready as fast as possible since i only had an hour left until 4. but, i became a lil bit late since i keep forgetting my phone. so we had to make a few trips back and fourth. awesome, i made it in time to perform. although, i messed up on a few steps. it's all graaaavy as long as i made a smooth recovery.
after all the performances. i just chilled. peter came through! freakin' got hecka more ripped. but it was nice seeing him. christina wouldn't stop groping me. i met people's long distant boyfriends. golee is a pro make up artist. thuy is a cutie patootie. sekang's hot and her fambam is cool. had my first meal of the day. people ate all my noodles. phi apparently looks like alot of people. myles is hecka buff. blah blah blah blah...
overall, it was fun. & i would totally do it all over again! i can't believe next year will be my last luau. & this is the final one for '10. :( i'm going to hecka miss you guys. thank you for all the memories. & for being such an amazing part of my life. & kudos to PIC; for such an incredible time & all the great effort they put towards creating such a fantastic club!
& last but not least; I LOVE YOU, phi & myles for coming out to support me. you guys are the besterestest. always and foreverr! :)
PART I; for more, check out tyler cabuloy's pro youtube channel. ;)
oh snaaaaps. so it looks like you guys didn't have to record after all.
watch me suck. :(
current song: justin young - one foot on sand.
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this whole week was cooools. school was same old same old. however, most of the time, i've just been anticipating for PIC's 8th annual luau which was held yesterday in my school's cafeteria. i signed up for hula and tahitian. on friday; there were rehearsals after school. i almost got cut from the dances since i didn't make it to the last practices cos i wasn't aware of them. luckily, i am a fast like a nascar on learning the choreography. oh yeaaah.
on saturday; was finally luau! i was super excited. but then, it was anal. since i had a saturday school scheduled. & i asked bestfraaaan phizzy my nizzy to take me since my mom is a bizatch in the morning. i woke up in time but i decided to just flake it cos i really needed sleep since i was going to have a loooong day. a few minutes later. i received a call from phi. i was hoping that he would oversleep. but naaaaws, he woke up just in time. & called me in the morning to tell me he was already in front of my house. so i had to tell him to go back home since there was a change in my plans. sorry, for making you wake up for nothing, phi. :(
after the call, i went back to sleep & woke up again around 10 cos i had last minute tahitian practice & i promised my friend kateri to help her with her senior project. i did. & i was glad that the weather wasn't gloomy anymore & the sun is starting to shine through. :)
then, after pratice and such. phi picked me up to drop me home. & myles was there! OMGOSH. he was missing for awhile. haha. but he wouldn't stop picking on me once he saw me. :( meanie.
once i got to the hizzouse. i tried getting ready as fast as possible since i only had an hour left until 4. but, i became a lil bit late since i keep forgetting my phone. so we had to make a few trips back and fourth. awesome, i made it in time to perform. although, i messed up on a few steps. it's all graaaavy as long as i made a smooth recovery.
after all the performances. i just chilled. peter came through! freakin' got hecka more ripped. but it was nice seeing him. christina wouldn't stop groping me. i met people's long distant boyfriends. golee is a pro make up artist. thuy is a cutie patootie. sekang's hot and her fambam is cool. had my first meal of the day. people ate all my noodles. phi apparently looks like alot of people. myles is hecka buff. blah blah blah blah...
overall, it was fun. & i would totally do it all over again! i can't believe next year will be my last luau. & this is the final one for '10. :( i'm going to hecka miss you guys. thank you for all the memories. & for being such an amazing part of my life. & kudos to PIC; for such an incredible time & all the great effort they put towards creating such a fantastic club!
& last but not least; I LOVE YOU, phi & myles for coming out to support me. you guys are the besterestest. always and foreverr! :)
PART I; for more, check out tyler cabuloy's pro youtube channel. ;)
oh snaaaaps. so it looks like you guys didn't have to record after all.
watch me suck. :(
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
the lows.
current song: glee - defying gravity.
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"the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap and it teases you for weeks in its absence but you’ll fight and you’ll make it through. you’ll fake it if you have to and you’ll show up for work with a smile and you’ll be better and you’ll be smarter, more grown up and a better daughter or son and a real good friend. and you’ll be awake, you’ll be alert. you’ll be positive though it hurts and you’ll laugh and embrace all of your friends and you’ll be a real good listener. you’ll be honest, you’ll be brave. you’ll be handsome and you’ll be beautiful… and you’ll be happy."
* rilo kiley - a better son/daughter
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"the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap and it teases you for weeks in its absence but you’ll fight and you’ll make it through. you’ll fake it if you have to and you’ll show up for work with a smile and you’ll be better and you’ll be smarter, more grown up and a better daughter or son and a real good friend. and you’ll be awake, you’ll be alert. you’ll be positive though it hurts and you’ll laugh and embrace all of your friends and you’ll be a real good listener. you’ll be honest, you’ll be brave. you’ll be handsome and you’ll be beautiful… and you’ll be happy."
* rilo kiley - a better son/daughter
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
you belong with me.
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humor like I do
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, whatcha doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standin by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
Baby, you belong with me
You belong with me
Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
Baby, you belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me
Saturday, April 17, 2010
overdooose.
current mood: enthusiastic.
current song: kid cudi ft. mgmt ratatat - pursuit of happiness.
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"mmmmm, hell yeah." ;)
current song: kid cudi ft. mgmt ratatat - pursuit of happiness.
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"mmmmm, hell yeah." ;)
Thursday, April 15, 2010
junior prom: `10.
march 20, 2010.
ugh, uglyyy bangs.
& my date looks high. >;(
aw wellsssss, least it was... fun. :)
ugh, uglyyy bangs.
& my date looks high. >;(
aw wellsssss, least it was... fun. :)
so far so good.
current mood: energetic.
current song: q. amey - all these girls.
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yaaayeaah. tomorrow is friday! but i don't mind. i had a pretty chill week so far. & the weather getting nicer. :)
yesterday, was pretty boring. i forgot what i did... probably not worth remembering.
today... i kinda overslept for first period. haven't done that in awhile. :( my baaddd.
& i wore shorts today since the weather was niiiiiceee.
animation was bomb shiggity. we're starting on our final which lasts until the end of the school year. it's supposed to be a music video. we chose fireflies by owl city as our song since i think the story is really cute. ALOT of people did not get it though. so i had to sing while explaining it to them. i wasn't taking it seriously though; it was super ugly. but, my friends racel and crystal wouldn't stop molesting my legs since they were so "soft." & HECKA weeeaak, i made a nigga HARD cos he stared at them rubbing my legs . HAHAHA. i didn't even notice til my friend crystal pointed it out. some boys are too easy... lol.
math was chill too... just reviewed for a test tomorrow. i'm not ready. & my teacher doesn't really explain things well. gay.
lunch, made my day. <3 bitches choked. don't got nothing to say when they pass by me. whaaatevees, though.
& english was alright. the weight load of work wasn't as bad. just started a group project which is this poster on some... thing...
yeah, pretty cool week. :)
my rapists. ;)
i hate my bangs btw. they're messy, seeee.
can't wait to get them redoooone. ._.
current song: q. amey - all these girls.
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yaaayeaah. tomorrow is friday! but i don't mind. i had a pretty chill week so far. & the weather getting nicer. :)
yesterday, was pretty boring. i forgot what i did... probably not worth remembering.
today... i kinda overslept for first period. haven't done that in awhile. :( my baaddd.
& i wore shorts today since the weather was niiiiiceee.
animation was bomb shiggity. we're starting on our final which lasts until the end of the school year. it's supposed to be a music video. we chose fireflies by owl city as our song since i think the story is really cute. ALOT of people did not get it though. so i had to sing while explaining it to them. i wasn't taking it seriously though; it was super ugly. but, my friends racel and crystal wouldn't stop molesting my legs since they were so "soft." & HECKA weeeaak, i made a nigga HARD cos he stared at them rubbing my legs . HAHAHA. i didn't even notice til my friend crystal pointed it out. some boys are too easy... lol.
math was chill too... just reviewed for a test tomorrow. i'm not ready. & my teacher doesn't really explain things well. gay.
lunch, made my day. <3 bitches choked. don't got nothing to say when they pass by me. whaaatevees, though.
& english was alright. the weight load of work wasn't as bad. just started a group project which is this poster on some... thing...
yeah, pretty cool week. :)
my rapists. ;)
i hate my bangs btw. they're messy, seeee.
can't wait to get them redoooone. ._.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
haterade.
current mood: amused.
current song: t.i. - what you know.
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hi haters! ;)
i don't comprehend the point on how CERTAIN people can't get over incidences in the past. you serious? let that shit go. especially, if it's been a couple of years since everything went down. kiddin' me? how old are you, now?! grow the fuck up. get over yourselves.
& then they go tryna ease their self confidence by goin' off at the mouth. i'm so flattered that i get to be a subject for you guys to talk about everyday. but please, when you talkin' some smack. try to make it not so obvious. cos, you think you're slick-- you ain't. turning around all at once & staring at me is SOOO not damn obvious. if you doin' that, mind as well say it to my face. cos i'm right fuckin' HERE. & foreals, i know i might be so attractive to you that everyone of you bitches gotta turn around to sneak a peek. sorry though, sweethearts. i don't go that way. you wish i did. but, get that shit straight.
& for those people who DON'T know a single shit about me. & start trippin' about some problem that isn't even their business. & accuse me for some shit i wouldn't even do. go fuck yourselves. cos it's like sucha compliment that you guys like to talk about me also. even though the shit you say ain't fuckin' true. your bitchasses don't know me like that. you wish you did. but ya ain't. so, keep on talking out of your ass. & while yous talkin' behind my back... please, kiss my ass while you're back there too. :)
bottom line though,
don't even front. if you gotta problem, say it to my face.
cos, i'm right here, baby. school hours only. ;)
don't know me. don't say shit. say shit? learn how to back that shit up.
tryna act all hard. bitches, BE HARD then.
all fuckin' talk; turn that shit into action.
say everything you gotta say DIRECTLY to me.
don't be creepin' & acting like i dunno wsup.
really, i would LOVE to hear your complete bullshit.
simple as that, folks.
hilaaarious. you dumbasses think i got time to talk shit? gossip and all that stupid shit ain't even worth my breath talkin' about. i got a fuckin' life. so stop tryna jock all over mines since you ain't got nones. thanks a bunch! muaahs.
middle fingers up, bitches.
< / 3
IDGAF.
current song: t.i. - what you know.
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hi haters! ;)
i don't comprehend the point on how CERTAIN people can't get over incidences in the past. you serious? let that shit go. especially, if it's been a couple of years since everything went down. kiddin' me? how old are you, now?! grow the fuck up. get over yourselves.
& then they go tryna ease their self confidence by goin' off at the mouth. i'm so flattered that i get to be a subject for you guys to talk about everyday. but please, when you talkin' some smack. try to make it not so obvious. cos, you think you're slick-- you ain't. turning around all at once & staring at me is SOOO not damn obvious. if you doin' that, mind as well say it to my face. cos i'm right fuckin' HERE. & foreals, i know i might be so attractive to you that everyone of you bitches gotta turn around to sneak a peek. sorry though, sweethearts. i don't go that way. you wish i did. but, get that shit straight.
& for those people who DON'T know a single shit about me. & start trippin' about some problem that isn't even their business. & accuse me for some shit i wouldn't even do. go fuck yourselves. cos it's like sucha compliment that you guys like to talk about me also. even though the shit you say ain't fuckin' true. your bitchasses don't know me like that. you wish you did. but ya ain't. so, keep on talking out of your ass. & while yous talkin' behind my back... please, kiss my ass while you're back there too. :)
bottom line though,
don't even front. if you gotta problem, say it to my face.
cos, i'm right here, baby. school hours only. ;)
don't know me. don't say shit. say shit? learn how to back that shit up.
tryna act all hard. bitches, BE HARD then.
all fuckin' talk; turn that shit into action.
say everything you gotta say DIRECTLY to me.
don't be creepin' & acting like i dunno wsup.
really, i would LOVE to hear your complete bullshit.
simple as that, folks.
hilaaarious. you dumbasses think i got time to talk shit? gossip and all that stupid shit ain't even worth my breath talkin' about. i got a fuckin' life. so stop tryna jock all over mines since you ain't got nones. thanks a bunch! muaahs.
middle fingers up, bitches.
< / 3
IDGAF.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
not so bad.
current mood: eased.
current song: balance - swagger jackin'.
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i usually hate the start of every week cos i feel out of it & i just can't wait for the weekend to come through already. but, things are pretty down to earth so far. i actually feel alright so far. my classes are getting more interesting; especially animation. except, i had a detention for being tardy to it the third time. he gave me the option of having lunch detention or afterschool. if you know me, sometimes i have this habit of zoning out during a conversation, and reply with nods. sucks. so he took it the wrong way. & just gave me an afterschool detention when i wanted the lunch one. super lame. oh wells, i ain't trippin, he knows i'm his favorite student still. ;) i had a good talk with my giirls; racel & crystal about life/friends/etc & some goooood laughs also. always gotta be rated R all day though. lol. lunch was pretty good too. besides those... everything else was pretty boring. animal anatomy makes me sleepy. math makes me super sleepy. english, i have to force myself to be awake since it's so fast paste with all the work. :( luckily, the days went by a tad faster than it usually does. awesome blossom. :)
OMGOSH, GLEE IS ON TODAY AT 9:30 P.M. !
ooooh yeaahs. <3
current song: balance - swagger jackin'.
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i usually hate the start of every week cos i feel out of it & i just can't wait for the weekend to come through already. but, things are pretty down to earth so far. i actually feel alright so far. my classes are getting more interesting; especially animation. except, i had a detention for being tardy to it the third time. he gave me the option of having lunch detention or afterschool. if you know me, sometimes i have this habit of zoning out during a conversation, and reply with nods. sucks. so he took it the wrong way. & just gave me an afterschool detention when i wanted the lunch one. super lame. oh wells, i ain't trippin, he knows i'm his favorite student still. ;) i had a good talk with my giirls; racel & crystal about life/friends/etc & some goooood laughs also. always gotta be rated R all day though. lol. lunch was pretty good too. besides those... everything else was pretty boring. animal anatomy makes me sleepy. math makes me super sleepy. english, i have to force myself to be awake since it's so fast paste with all the work. :( luckily, the days went by a tad faster than it usually does. awesome blossom. :)
OMGOSH, GLEE IS ON TODAY AT 9:30 P.M. !
ooooh yeaahs. <3
love is patient.
rusoul - boy band mix.
throwbaaacks; i miss all these. classic. <3
"Every single person in this world waits for love in their life. Some people say love didn't come to them but it was right in front of their eyes. Some people wait a lifetiime for true love, I should know, I'm still waiting for my true love."
throwbaaacks; i miss all these. classic. <3
"Every single person in this world waits for love in their life. Some people say love didn't come to them but it was right in front of their eyes. Some people wait a lifetiime for true love, I should know, I'm still waiting for my true love."
Monday, April 12, 2010
stay up.
current mood: buoyant.
current song: b.o.b. - don't let me fall.
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"i think it’s still better to gain happiness even if you know it’s just temporary. i think it’s better to let yourself be happy than to let yourself be sad. i know sometimes it seems like it’s easier to bring yourself down. to feel like there’s nothing worth the effort of putting a smile on your face.. but you gotta remember, life’s too short to live your life less when you can live it to the fullest. know that time isn’t wasted by laughing at stupid things, having weird, random moments, weekend shopping, being adventurous or anything that seems so temporary but still makes you happy.. so don’t be afraid to let yourself embrace happiness. don’t deprive yourself of joy. because even though it’s not what you’re really looking for, you still deserve to have every little bit of it."
current song: b.o.b. - don't let me fall.
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"i think it’s still better to gain happiness even if you know it’s just temporary. i think it’s better to let yourself be happy than to let yourself be sad. i know sometimes it seems like it’s easier to bring yourself down. to feel like there’s nothing worth the effort of putting a smile on your face.. but you gotta remember, life’s too short to live your life less when you can live it to the fullest. know that time isn’t wasted by laughing at stupid things, having weird, random moments, weekend shopping, being adventurous or anything that seems so temporary but still makes you happy.. so don’t be afraid to let yourself embrace happiness. don’t deprive yourself of joy. because even though it’s not what you’re really looking for, you still deserve to have every little bit of it."
Sunday, April 11, 2010
surprise surprise. ;)
current mood: accomplished.
current song: plies ft. keri hilson - medicine.
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omgoshhshsh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHI VAN HO. :D
this weekend was technically dedicated to him, since he popped out today.
yaaaaaay.
saturday (4.10.10);
well, the day before. i had planned with myles to surprise phi at his door with his cake and gifts. i tried waking up early in the morning. & leave the house by 11 to run the plan. but, my bad. my eyes were madd tired. i actually didn't get out of bed until eleven. so epic fail. however, i just tried to make things work. get my ass up, brushed, & immediately went towards baking bestieee's cake. afterwards, i texted myles & told him we'll leave by two. but then, he told me that i can take my time cos he's going to get a haircut with phi & make up an excuse to leave for a bit so we can run the plan. so, i was somewhat relieved. i showered, got ready, & then checked my phone. i received a disappointing text, saying that we can't run it cos, THIS NIGGA wants to start his day early. fuckin' phi. >:( jkay!
anyways... we decided to just run the plan the next day instead, since its his actual birthday. i was kinda bummed since i had already gotten ready. now, i have to wait for their call until we have dinner. it was a pretty long wait. i played many rounds of tetris. & got frustrated since i would gain a star to level up.. then lose it the next game. cheating fuckers. :(
after a few hours of waiting & tetris, they finally called me up for dinner. & phi told me that it is a surprise to where we're going. hearing that was ironic since WE were the ones who were supposed to be surprising him instead! wtfaaayk. they swooped me up... played a stupid prank on me like always... bitchasses. )x while driving, i was carefully observing where we were going; we ended up grubbing at chilli's. i also invited Tami to come through but she told me she's already eating dinner and would probably come by for some dessert. so, we reserved a seat for her. by passing time while waiting for our food, we played with the coasters & tried to build a "house." it took many tries. but eventually, i got it on lockk. & then we made a guessing game with the coasters on who can get the margarita picture; a G-rated rush & rulet. we all died... once... i think. lol. time zoomed, & we finally received our meals. & once we were almost finished eating, tami came through. then the day ended by watching a movie at myles' house. i felt accomplished since i was the first one to say happy birthday to him exactly at midnight. heck yeah. :) thank you, phone alarm. <3
our hizzouse. <3
sunday: raining bitches;
i don't eat breakfast. & phi's mommy needed mula. so, we went to savemart to withdraw money. also, phi tried to find me something to eat for breakfast. since i rarely do. & they think it would be better if i start. i wasn't hungry. in the end; he just bought himself arizona tea and bought me one after i refused it. however, he did anyways. because he's a jerk jerk jerk. it's all good though since imma give it back to him someday. :) we also bought frosting since i needed it for my "cupcakes." &... i got a five finger discount on this tube of blue gel frosting. oh yeah. ;) anyways. once i got home. i texted myles to come after he was done with church. in the meanwhile, i got fresh & began getting ready. afterwards, i decorated phi's cake. & in good timing, once i was finished, myles was already done with church. i quickly gathered phi's present(s). then he picked me up.
first, we needed to meet up with my sister to grab the gift bag to put my present(s) in. i texted her to see where she was at & she replied saying that she was near arden mall. therefore, i told her to meet us there since myles needed to buy the new Usher CD; raymond vs. raymond as a birthday gift. unfortunately, it was a FAIL. since, the CD/video store got replaced by city wear. but it was all gravy. there was always target since we gotta cop some candles anyways. :) after the fail, i called my sister to ask where she was at; she was eating lunch with her friend. & with our timed schedule we couldn't wait. therefore, we decided to meet up with her at the place she was having lunch at. we met up, grabbed the gift bag, & bounced back to elk grove. on the road, myles received a call from phi saying that he needed to use myles' costco membership card to get gas. however, we were panicking on excuses. & said whatever, which was a MISTAKE cos our plans got all mixed up. after the call, we arrived at target. i realized i needed to quickly wrap his present(s). therefore, i procrastinated in the car while myles rushed into target to buy the CD and some birthday candles. once he got back, i was already done with my rushed wrapping. & then, we went back to my house to grab the icecream which was going to be consumed with the cake since i had no time to make an actual icecream cake. sorry. :(
afterwards, we raced to phi's house. & attempted to be ninja status by parking in the corner so i can rush to tag the birthday card. i was finished. we lit the candles while slowly pulling up to his house. however, we looked around & his car wasn't there. so, we called phi to see where the heck was he. turns out, he was waiting at myles' house, thinking it would be more convenient since that was our "excuse." swear tho, nigga never wants to go home. LOL. we had an utter disappointment that there was a downfall to our original plan. but we'd decided to just wing everything.
with the cake being all lit up, i quickly blew them out. & we raced to myles' house in hopes of everything turning out to be a positive surprise. we stopped halfway in myles' street to relight the candles once again. after that, we parked behind phi's car & slowly crept to the passenger window to surprise him. however, the stupid shit rain + wind blew them all out. therefore, we resorted to do it again in myles' house since we were already in front. i sung happy birthday solo since myles was a flaker. phi made his wish. then, we beasted on cake and icecream which turned out to be pretty good. (:
ohh yeeaahh! we managed to surprise phi.
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED, NIKKUHH `. ;)
WE LOVE YOU,
(no homo, for myles, HAHA)
PHIZZY HIZZY FORSHIZZY.
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY. <3
HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE. :)
current song: plies ft. keri hilson - medicine.
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omgoshhshsh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHI VAN HO. :D
this weekend was technically dedicated to him, since he popped out today.
yaaaaaay.
saturday (4.10.10);
well, the day before. i had planned with myles to surprise phi at his door with his cake and gifts. i tried waking up early in the morning. & leave the house by 11 to run the plan. but, my bad. my eyes were madd tired. i actually didn't get out of bed until eleven. so epic fail. however, i just tried to make things work. get my ass up, brushed, & immediately went towards baking bestieee's cake. afterwards, i texted myles & told him we'll leave by two. but then, he told me that i can take my time cos he's going to get a haircut with phi & make up an excuse to leave for a bit so we can run the plan. so, i was somewhat relieved. i showered, got ready, & then checked my phone. i received a disappointing text, saying that we can't run it cos, THIS NIGGA wants to start his day early. fuckin' phi. >:( jkay!
anyways... we decided to just run the plan the next day instead, since its his actual birthday. i was kinda bummed since i had already gotten ready. now, i have to wait for their call until we have dinner. it was a pretty long wait. i played many rounds of tetris. & got frustrated since i would gain a star to level up.. then lose it the next game. cheating fuckers. :(
after a few hours of waiting & tetris, they finally called me up for dinner. & phi told me that it is a surprise to where we're going. hearing that was ironic since WE were the ones who were supposed to be surprising him instead! wtfaaayk. they swooped me up... played a stupid prank on me like always... bitchasses. )x while driving, i was carefully observing where we were going; we ended up grubbing at chilli's. i also invited Tami to come through but she told me she's already eating dinner and would probably come by for some dessert. so, we reserved a seat for her. by passing time while waiting for our food, we played with the coasters & tried to build a "house." it took many tries. but eventually, i got it on lockk. & then we made a guessing game with the coasters on who can get the margarita picture; a G-rated rush & rulet. we all died... once... i think. lol. time zoomed, & we finally received our meals. & once we were almost finished eating, tami came through. then the day ended by watching a movie at myles' house. i felt accomplished since i was the first one to say happy birthday to him exactly at midnight. heck yeah. :) thank you, phone alarm. <3
our hizzouse. <3
sunday: raining bitches;
i don't eat breakfast. & phi's mommy needed mula. so, we went to savemart to withdraw money. also, phi tried to find me something to eat for breakfast. since i rarely do. & they think it would be better if i start. i wasn't hungry. in the end; he just bought himself arizona tea and bought me one after i refused it. however, he did anyways. because he's a jerk jerk jerk. it's all good though since imma give it back to him someday. :) we also bought frosting since i needed it for my "cupcakes." &... i got a five finger discount on this tube of blue gel frosting. oh yeah. ;) anyways. once i got home. i texted myles to come after he was done with church. in the meanwhile, i got fresh & began getting ready. afterwards, i decorated phi's cake. & in good timing, once i was finished, myles was already done with church. i quickly gathered phi's present(s). then he picked me up.
first, we needed to meet up with my sister to grab the gift bag to put my present(s) in. i texted her to see where she was at & she replied saying that she was near arden mall. therefore, i told her to meet us there since myles needed to buy the new Usher CD; raymond vs. raymond as a birthday gift. unfortunately, it was a FAIL. since, the CD/video store got replaced by city wear. but it was all gravy. there was always target since we gotta cop some candles anyways. :) after the fail, i called my sister to ask where she was at; she was eating lunch with her friend. & with our timed schedule we couldn't wait. therefore, we decided to meet up with her at the place she was having lunch at. we met up, grabbed the gift bag, & bounced back to elk grove. on the road, myles received a call from phi saying that he needed to use myles' costco membership card to get gas. however, we were panicking on excuses. & said whatever, which was a MISTAKE cos our plans got all mixed up. after the call, we arrived at target. i realized i needed to quickly wrap his present(s). therefore, i procrastinated in the car while myles rushed into target to buy the CD and some birthday candles. once he got back, i was already done with my rushed wrapping. & then, we went back to my house to grab the icecream which was going to be consumed with the cake since i had no time to make an actual icecream cake. sorry. :(
afterwards, we raced to phi's house. & attempted to be ninja status by parking in the corner so i can rush to tag the birthday card. i was finished. we lit the candles while slowly pulling up to his house. however, we looked around & his car wasn't there. so, we called phi to see where the heck was he. turns out, he was waiting at myles' house, thinking it would be more convenient since that was our "excuse." swear tho, nigga never wants to go home. LOL. we had an utter disappointment that there was a downfall to our original plan. but we'd decided to just wing everything.
with the cake being all lit up, i quickly blew them out. & we raced to myles' house in hopes of everything turning out to be a positive surprise. we stopped halfway in myles' street to relight the candles once again. after that, we parked behind phi's car & slowly crept to the passenger window to surprise him. however, the stupid shit rain + wind blew them all out. therefore, we resorted to do it again in myles' house since we were already in front. i sung happy birthday solo since myles was a flaker. phi made his wish. then, we beasted on cake and icecream which turned out to be pretty good. (:
ohh yeeaahh! we managed to surprise phi.
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED, NIKKUHH `. ;)
WE LOVE YOU,
(no homo, for myles, HAHA)
PHIZZY HIZZY FORSHIZZY.
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY. <3
HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE. :)
Friday, April 9, 2010
ya notice .
current mood: exhalted.
current song: jamie foxx ft. justin timberlake & t.i. - winner.
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san pedro; fckin' amaaaazing.
& bryan tanaka's hittin' it too.
hecka feeeelin' it.
darn, though. makes me sad.
i miss going to dance workshops. ):
current song: jamie foxx ft. justin timberlake & t.i. - winner.
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san pedro; fckin' amaaaazing.
& bryan tanaka's hittin' it too.
hecka feeeelin' it.
darn, though. makes me sad.
i miss going to dance workshops. ):
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
glee's back!
current mood: obsequious.
current song: glee - imagine.
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april highlight. <3
i can't wait. :)
current song: glee - imagine.
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april highlight. <3
i can't wait. :)
Monday, April 5, 2010
emptiness.
current song: colbie caillat - i never told you.
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"Sometimes out of the blue, in between laughter, pain comes up behind you... And startles you... it's perplexing how easy it catches up to you no matter how far you've already ran away from it. And this pain... It frustrates you. Because you don't know why it aches... And then you realize... This pain, that found its way back to you again... they call it emptiness."
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"Sometimes out of the blue, in between laughter, pain comes up behind you... And startles you... it's perplexing how easy it catches up to you no matter how far you've already ran away from it. And this pain... It frustrates you. Because you don't know why it aches... And then you realize... This pain, that found its way back to you again... they call it emptiness."
Sunday, April 4, 2010
spring break.
current mood: don't wanna go baaack.
current song: keri hilson - green light.
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i wish we can turn back time... or i wish it would extend. i had a pretty satisfying break. i'm not looking forward towards going home and getting stressed out by my parents + school at all.
basically, i spent the whole break with my sister and myles. sometimes, phi would come through also. it was nice.
it first started off when i asked my sister if she can take me to davis to kickit with her since home was not that crackin. she said she could on tuesday, so i waited. unfortunately, her schedule was too busy for me. i was kinda disappointed after that. but luckily, i texted myles up to go on a late night adventure to my sisters & it was all good. he slept over. & we made him his couch bed to sleep on. which was suure comfy. there was always something to do everyday. & if there isn't... we'd bust out solitare, tetris, and some random singing; GLEE songs ftw. ;) i made boss bagels and we killed a 24 box of sunkist fruit snacks. kinda unhealthy? but whatevers. it was healthy for the soul. <3 too many laughs about anything and everything. we worked all those snacks out, anywaaays. so, should be okay.
ugh, i had such a hard time leaving there. i felt like after all that, i was living there. & when i packed, i was moving out. hecka sad. aw wells. hopefully the last month and a half of school goes by quickly so we can do it all over again. :)
current song: keri hilson - green light.
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i wish we can turn back time... or i wish it would extend. i had a pretty satisfying break. i'm not looking forward towards going home and getting stressed out by my parents + school at all.
basically, i spent the whole break with my sister and myles. sometimes, phi would come through also. it was nice.
it first started off when i asked my sister if she can take me to davis to kickit with her since home was not that crackin. she said she could on tuesday, so i waited. unfortunately, her schedule was too busy for me. i was kinda disappointed after that. but luckily, i texted myles up to go on a late night adventure to my sisters & it was all good. he slept over. & we made him his couch bed to sleep on. which was suure comfy. there was always something to do everyday. & if there isn't... we'd bust out solitare, tetris, and some random singing; GLEE songs ftw. ;) i made boss bagels and we killed a 24 box of sunkist fruit snacks. kinda unhealthy? but whatevers. it was healthy for the soul. <3 too many laughs about anything and everything. we worked all those snacks out, anywaaays. so, should be okay.
ugh, i had such a hard time leaving there. i felt like after all that, i was living there. & when i packed, i was moving out. hecka sad. aw wells. hopefully the last month and a half of school goes by quickly so we can do it all over again. :)
Friday, April 2, 2010
Thursday, April 1, 2010
1234/Best I Ever Had
AJ RAFAEL ft. JENNY SUK. :)
i was supposed to sing this for luau.
but i cannot sing, so i am not going to. ):
brings happy moods, riiight. <3
i was supposed to sing this for luau.
but i cannot sing, so i am not going to. ):
brings happy moods, riiight. <3
find someone.
current song: dave young - leaving with you.
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"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."
- Bob Marley
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"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."
- Bob Marley
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