get your shit together.

current mood: pestered.
current song: brutha ft. twista - you ain't the one.

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dear you,

i don't know why people continue to tell me about you. it's getting really annoying. but, i heard you're having trouble with your current relationship due to trust issues. go figure. :/ & honestly, i think you need to be single for a bit to figure out YOURSELF. before quickly jumping from relationship to relationship & hurting other people. its fucked up. & you know it. you're not ready to be committed at all. face it, im being a bitch. but you need to understand that you're not a good boyfriend & you need to fucking LEARN. cos obviously over the years you haven't put effort towards fixing your flaws one bit. you can say you did over and over again. convince people that you're not that same man. but actions really do speak louder than words. & guess what? you are totally full of complete bullshit. sure, you can go on, & say "sorry. it'll never happen again," like you always do. but that shit is only TEMPORARY. sooner or later you're going to repeat that same mistake repetitively & no matter how much you continue to slip it doesn't effect you as much as you say it does. so, quit playin' yourself & stop being a little bitch with that guilt trip act of yours. "sorry, it's all my fault." yeah, ya think, dumbass? it's getting OLD. sorries just don't cut it no more for you, sweetie. on the reals though, it's oh so funny how you still never realize just how fucked up of a person you are. no, i don't know your girlfriend. but i know damn well, that i know you more than anyone else in this world. i know your shady history. you better fix your damn self cos this ain't fair at all. especially for the people that really CARE about you. willing to give up everything for you. yeah, i was there. & i want the best for your girl. so get your shit together, homeboy. the world doesn't revolve around your sorry ass. grow the fuck uppp, fooooreals.

yours truly.
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