"element of fresdom" new album by Alicia Keys ; in stores now. (:
"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."
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Sunday, December 27, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
nyquil.
mood: mellow.
song: karina pasian - slow motion.
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it's beeeeeeeen awhile...
so... i'm going to rant about nyquil. NYQUIL, makes tam dizzy . sleepy sometimes toooo. i have cherry flavor. its red.. like a cherry should be. right? umm...
alright... i really don't know what else to say. but.. i have a title, so kudos. :)
anyways ,
break has been really boring. nothing really happened. i got sick for the 3rd time in the row & i really hope its the last time. i only have one week left and i still haven't gotten drunk. maybe if i hold in my pee? but.. that doesn't feel very good.. lol.
do you agree?
yes?
OKAY, cool. :)
well ima cut it short. ;p
nyquil is kickiiiinn' in ,
gooodnight woorld .
P.S. Merry Christmas! hope everyones having a wonderful time with their loved ones; being cheerful and enjoying one another's company with many warm laughs, smiles, and most importantly happiness during this lovely time of the year and many more to come. amen. god bless. <3
song: karina pasian - slow motion.
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it's beeeeeeeen awhile...
so... i'm going to rant about nyquil. NYQUIL, makes tam dizzy . sleepy sometimes toooo. i have cherry flavor. its red.. like a cherry should be. right? umm...
alright... i really don't know what else to say. but.. i have a title, so kudos. :)
anyways ,
break has been really boring. nothing really happened. i got sick for the 3rd time in the row & i really hope its the last time. i only have one week left and i still haven't gotten drunk. maybe if i hold in my pee? but.. that doesn't feel very good.. lol.
do you agree?
yes?
OKAY, cool. :)
well ima cut it short. ;p
nyquil is kickiiiinn' in ,
gooodnight woorld .
P.S. Merry Christmas! hope everyones having a wonderful time with their loved ones; being cheerful and enjoying one another's company with many warm laughs, smiles, and most importantly happiness during this lovely time of the year and many more to come. amen. god bless. <3
Thursday, December 17, 2009
too nice?!
current mood: flabbergasped.
current song: taio cruz ft. ludacris - break your heart (remix).
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there's some nice people in the world, and there's some big meanies. but guess what category tam fits into? the nice one, of courseee. (:0 foooreals tho, i am really too nice. for instance, say if a person i know has staaainky breath and i'm chatting wid 'em, i don't say anything, i just start breathing through my mouth. but it's really bad for me! cos once i take a few wiffs, i start to gag and get teary. then they ask me if i'm okay... and i just say i'm choking on my saliva. >;x so, you know... please brush your teeth, floss, use that mouthwash please. stainky breath = nono fasho.
but anywhoo... besides that...
i had an awkward turtle today. not just one.. but a whooooole mothafckin fambam of awkward turtles! 3 guys asked me out to homecoming. i have no idea why... but theres one who's just a freshman in my japanese class.. and the 2 others.. i haven't even seen them before in my life! they just technically said that they see me around and think i'm cute/pretty. i mean, they're all nice guys. but like... really? i am hella ugly, foooool. i make mirrors fog up... windows break... i need mapquest to find my neck... like... reaaaaaaallly?! so.. simply.. i just responded.. uh.. i'll see. i don't wanna be too mean! but i guess its all good... im not even going to homecoming. its too expensive for someone as poor as myself. haha.
AND, on top of that. this freshman girl who is a dancer... CONFESSED to me. she wrote me a love letter and everything! i didn't read it until after class. i was shocked. i always thought that she was somewhat of a tomboy... but in actuality she's really bisexual... i didn't respond yet at all. what do i say?! rejecting guys is a piece of cake, but girls? this is just too whack.. i hope that tomorrow someone would say "YOU GOT PUNK'D!"
asdjkslask ;
aw, what the cheerios people. ): i am quite flattered, but WHYYYY me!?
craaaaazzaaaaaaaay .
current song: taio cruz ft. ludacris - break your heart (remix).
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there's some nice people in the world, and there's some big meanies. but guess what category tam fits into? the nice one, of courseee. (:0 foooreals tho, i am really too nice. for instance, say if a person i know has staaainky breath and i'm chatting wid 'em, i don't say anything, i just start breathing through my mouth. but it's really bad for me! cos once i take a few wiffs, i start to gag and get teary. then they ask me if i'm okay... and i just say i'm choking on my saliva. >;x so, you know... please brush your teeth, floss, use that mouthwash please. stainky breath = nono fasho.
but anywhoo... besides that...
i had an awkward turtle today. not just one.. but a whooooole mothafckin fambam of awkward turtles! 3 guys asked me out to homecoming. i have no idea why... but theres one who's just a freshman in my japanese class.. and the 2 others.. i haven't even seen them before in my life! they just technically said that they see me around and think i'm cute/pretty. i mean, they're all nice guys. but like... really? i am hella ugly, foooool. i make mirrors fog up... windows break... i need mapquest to find my neck... like... reaaaaaaallly?! so.. simply.. i just responded.. uh.. i'll see. i don't wanna be too mean! but i guess its all good... im not even going to homecoming. its too expensive for someone as poor as myself. haha.
AND, on top of that. this freshman girl who is a dancer... CONFESSED to me. she wrote me a love letter and everything! i didn't read it until after class. i was shocked. i always thought that she was somewhat of a tomboy... but in actuality she's really bisexual... i didn't respond yet at all. what do i say?! rejecting guys is a piece of cake, but girls? this is just too whack.. i hope that tomorrow someone would say "YOU GOT PUNK'D!"
asdjkslask ;
aw, what the cheerios people. ): i am quite flattered, but WHYYYY me!?
craaaaazzaaaaaaaay .
Monday, December 14, 2009
im fat, yo.
current mood: pretty chill.
current song: drake ft. colin munroe - runaway girl.
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hey babies,
alright, so i know youstalkers are dying to hear what has happened in my life right. yeah? thought so. well, here it goes.
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so, i made this new blog, deleting my old one cos it just ain't cool enough... i think its prettier looking than my last one. i like the colors. hooray for tam. she's got such good eyes for colors. <3 but anyways, life has been pretty stressful. school's been anal. i have tons of work and tests to make up still. but when it comes down to doing all of it... i just end up staring at it until it makes me sleepy. i just can't do it no more. i need motivation. haha. but whatever, i am still trying at least.
meanwhile, as for reality, its going... pretty okay. i recently got rid of some extra baggage thats been weighing me down.. and im not talking about my obesity... but a boy... due to... countless of mistakes that he's never come around to reflect on. but i don't regret it one bit. its made me a stronger person and i'm happy for it. :) honestly, i don't understand how girls/guys alike beg someone to come back to them when they didn't do anything wrong and it's the other way around. don't be desperate people, theres plenty of fishies in the sea. you're better than that, and you deserve better. move on and pick up from where you left off instead of dwelling in the past. it's called "past" for a reason. happiness is always out there. give yourself a break; just stop looking for it and let it find you for once. reaal talk ,
as for me, my happiness lies within my friends right now. you knoooow who you are. i am not interested in looking whatsoever. friends are the best invention god ever made. i really don't know what i'd do without them. <3 they're always there to give out a smile, a laugh, or .. flinstones vitamins.. and nyquil... those are the best friends everrrr. :)
yeah, lifes good.
i've been eating alot tho. i don't know why. maybe i'm sad without knowing i'm sad. but i am sad. or maybe... i don't know. my period just passed... this is weird.
or i got possessed by a fat ghost? who knows. super weird.
jamba juice sounds bomb too.
heaaaaaaaaaven .
okay, im done.
current song: drake ft. colin munroe - runaway girl.
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hey babies,
alright, so i know you
......
so, i made this new blog, deleting my old one cos it just ain't cool enough... i think its prettier looking than my last one. i like the colors. hooray for tam. she's got such good eyes for colors. <3 but anyways, life has been pretty stressful. school's been anal. i have tons of work and tests to make up still. but when it comes down to doing all of it... i just end up staring at it until it makes me sleepy. i just can't do it no more. i need motivation. haha. but whatever, i am still trying at least.
meanwhile, as for reality, its going... pretty okay. i recently got rid of some extra baggage thats been weighing me down.. and im not talking about my obesity... but a boy... due to... countless of mistakes that he's never come around to reflect on. but i don't regret it one bit. its made me a stronger person and i'm happy for it. :) honestly, i don't understand how girls/guys alike beg someone to come back to them when they didn't do anything wrong and it's the other way around. don't be desperate people, theres plenty of fishies in the sea. you're better than that, and you deserve better. move on and pick up from where you left off instead of dwelling in the past. it's called "past" for a reason. happiness is always out there. give yourself a break; just stop looking for it and let it find you for once. reaal talk ,
as for me, my happiness lies within my friends right now. you knoooow who you are. i am not interested in looking whatsoever. friends are the best invention god ever made. i really don't know what i'd do without them. <3 they're always there to give out a smile, a laugh, or .. flinstones vitamins.. and nyquil... those are the best friends everrrr. :)
yeah, lifes good.
i've been eating alot tho. i don't know why. maybe i'm sad without knowing i'm sad. but i am sad. or maybe... i don't know. my period just passed... this is weird.
or i got possessed by a fat ghost? who knows. super weird.
jamba juice sounds bomb too.
heaaaaaaaaaven .
okay, im done.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
farewell ,
current mood: optimistic.
current song: jackie boyz - you deserve better.
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dear YOU,
i hate the way you are. i hate how you're never going to admit your mistakes and lying to everyone in their face, especially mines. you need to just be a fucking man and open your god damn eyes and see what the hell you did wrong, instead of twisting everything around and making me seem like i'm the bad person who's supposedly crazy and making up stories, when you even told me yourself. YOU know what the hell you did wrong. you screwed me over once again with all your extra bullshit. telling me that you want me in your future. promising me this and that, then the next thing you know you break it AGAIN. i honestly feel like a total moron for believing that someone like you can change. not only that, but forcing myself to not be convinced by other people's opinions about you... which turned out to be true. i offered you my friendship and lately you haven't seem to be reciprocating. this really shows how much you considered my feelings, which you never really had. it's always been about you. you're selfish. i'm tired of getting hurt by you all the time and when it happens, all i can get is a "sorry." an apology isn't going to always cut it, especially in these current circumstances. i did a lot for you, and you know tried my best to make you happy even though i know i'm not happy with certain things all the time; it never mattered because i loved you. you would say the same, but your actions speak louder than your words; and honestly, with actions alone, it shows me that you never really loved me at all. you're self-centered and all that matters in life is you and what makes you happy. it's fine though. i finally now know your true colors. you really need to reflect on your mistakes, because its been how long?! still no improvement at all. i've wasted my time but it is what it is. however, with all the bad times; i won't forget the good times in the past. i will always care about you and have a spot for you somewhere in my heart. i hope you have a good life and succeed with whatever in the future. thank you for once being an important part of my life.
yours truly,
<3
current song: jackie boyz - you deserve better.
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dear YOU,
i hate the way you are. i hate how you're never going to admit your mistakes and lying to everyone in their face, especially mines. you need to just be a fucking man and open your god damn eyes and see what the hell you did wrong, instead of twisting everything around and making me seem like i'm the bad person who's supposedly crazy and making up stories, when you even told me yourself. YOU know what the hell you did wrong. you screwed me over once again with all your extra bullshit. telling me that you want me in your future. promising me this and that, then the next thing you know you break it AGAIN. i honestly feel like a total moron for believing that someone like you can change. not only that, but forcing myself to not be convinced by other people's opinions about you... which turned out to be true. i offered you my friendship and lately you haven't seem to be reciprocating. this really shows how much you considered my feelings, which you never really had. it's always been about you. you're selfish. i'm tired of getting hurt by you all the time and when it happens, all i can get is a "sorry." an apology isn't going to always cut it, especially in these current circumstances. i did a lot for you, and you know tried my best to make you happy even though i know i'm not happy with certain things all the time; it never mattered because i loved you. you would say the same, but your actions speak louder than your words; and honestly, with actions alone, it shows me that you never really loved me at all. you're self-centered and all that matters in life is you and what makes you happy. it's fine though. i finally now know your true colors. you really need to reflect on your mistakes, because its been how long?! still no improvement at all. i've wasted my time but it is what it is. however, with all the bad times; i won't forget the good times in the past. i will always care about you and have a spot for you somewhere in my heart. i hope you have a good life and succeed with whatever in the future. thank you for once being an important part of my life.
yours truly,
<3
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