im fat, yo.

current mood: pretty chill.
current song: drake ft. colin munroe - runaway girl.

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hey babies,
alright, so i know you stalkers are dying to hear what has happened in my life right. yeah? thought so. well, here it goes.
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so, i made this new blog, deleting my old one cos it just ain't cool enough... i think its prettier looking than my last one. i like the colors. hooray for tam. she's got such good eyes for colors. <3 but anyways, life has been pretty stressful. school's been anal. i have tons of work and tests to make up still. but when it comes down to doing all of it... i just end up staring at it until it makes me sleepy. i just can't do it no more. i need motivation. haha. but whatever, i am still trying at least.
meanwhile, as for reality, its going... pretty okay. i recently got rid of some extra baggage thats been weighing me down.. and im not talking about my obesity... but a boy... due to... countless of mistakes that he's never come around to reflect on. but i don't regret it one bit. its made me a stronger person and i'm happy for it. :) honestly, i don't understand how girls/guys alike beg someone to come back to them when they didn't do anything wrong and it's the other way around. don't be desperate people, theres plenty of fishies in the sea. you're better than that, and you deserve better. move on and pick up from where you left off instead of dwelling in the past. it's called "past" for a reason. happiness is always out there. give yourself a break; just stop looking for it and let it find you for once. reaal talk ,
as for me, my happiness lies within my friends right now. you knoooow who you are. i am not interested in looking whatsoever. friends are the best invention god ever made. i really don't know what i'd do without them. <3 they're always there to give out a smile, a laugh, or .. flinstones vitamins.. and nyquil... those are the best friends everrrr. :)
yeah, lifes good.
i've been eating alot tho. i don't know why. maybe i'm sad without knowing i'm sad. but i am sad. or maybe... i don't know. my period just passed... this is weird.
or i got possessed by a fat ghost? who knows. super weird.

jamba juice sounds bomb too.
heaaaaaaaaaven .

okay, im done.