Thursday, December 9, 2010

Update#82904832.

current mood: so sick, mann.
current song: T.I. - No Mercy Album. Get it Get it Get iiiit!
cause it's amazing, so amazing, baby babaaay!

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WHADDUPPP. it's YO GIIIRL BACK TO THE BIDNESSS. haha. k, ima stop right there. but shit, long time since I had an update blog right?

Let's see...
1) I realized, that I never use any proper caps in any of my blogs. Lowercasin' all daaaay, 'cept for the Tumblie. But, I guess I should start? So... it doesn't... look so clumpy wumpy. Yafeeeel.
2) For Thanksgiving, I spent it with the Boothang & his fam. I scraped up a sexy ass Turkey. All wet, moist, white... inside. Mmmm. & Yeah, his mommy is feelin this now. (; Oh, I think she likes me. But... now... I still gotta make her falll in loooove with tHiiis. ALLA thiiiiiS!
4) Babe's hands are soo... warm...... oh my gosh...
5) I think I'm getting back into Starbucks. I like both. Jamba and Starbucks. Should call it Jambucks. Oh yeaeaaah.
6) My bed is hecka squeaky....
7) It's December, it's almost winter break, & finals week is hecka near... oh yeah.. you already know, once again, yeupp, them germs want me to be their prisoner. Fckin' sick as fucckkkin shit, breeeh. -_-;
8) So, I guess me & my parents are okaaayish again? Shit, do I forgive people too easily? It's cos of this stupidass house that I can't even get out of. Lol. Fuuck. Gotta face 'em sooner or later. But whatever... Still can't wait to GTFO.
9) I went to take a bloodtest & I swear, that nigga wasn't hittin' anything. He was tryna kill me tho. Needle was waaay deeep. Scariest shit ever. Teared up like a bitch.
10) Awhhh! You're soooo sweeeeeeet. Ima remember this! (:<
11) Finally went to the fckin' doctors. Both of 'em. At the Indian man. Well, my dose is getting lower, so that's good. Bad news is... I think I lost the prescription slip. My bad. Then, at the Viet doctors the other day... oldy nigga gave me an x-ray slip for my fcked up rib or whatever. But did some unnecessary shit... Your bitchass feelin' on my BOOBS? WTF. Grr.. I'm still mad. Fckk you oldass pervert nigga. Get fired already. -_-
12) HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER, I LOVE YOU. <3
13) I finished my research paper the other week. But, my grades be hecka baddd right now. Ain't been at school for a minute now. Iono wtf ima do. Lol. Hoping I would pass out and die during finals so they know wassup--I am not coo right now.
14) Shit... my nose is hecka stuffy tho. This cough is so annoyingg. );<
15) HAPPY 5 MONTHS ANNIVERSAAAARY BABAAY. YOU ARE SO AWESOME. ♥
16) Oh hell nawww. This nigga just hecka forgot about our anniversary. Ima go to the corner and cry.
17) Whoah, so many surprises ontop of surprises! That integra looks exactly like my boyfriends, and YOU... you... your face.. looks like Phi Ho too! How do you do that shit.. how do you, how do youuu?
18) Theraflu, is some strong ass medsss. Knocked out for yeaars it feeels.
19) I just remembered someone wearing 17's today. They're fckin' huuuurt asss kicks.
20) Why are people so fckin' grimey nowadays? Ya'll fuckkked uppp.
21) T.I.'s album is too bossom, yo.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

no mercy.

TI No Mercy album cover

T.I. – No Mercy

Rap artist T.I. droppin' his 7th debut album No Mercy. This album simply features the concept that everyone makes mistakes & it's the people's choice to judge/criticize them for what they've done or look past it. Nobody is fckin' perfect; no matter how good you think someone has it, they're actually struggling more than you can ever imagine. Shit, I can relate, forsure. Too bad, this nigga's locked up again for somes hecka small. Funny how the police can catch small shit like this, but when you need them the most, they ain't never there? Tha fck is up wid that tho. Anyways, get this album while it's super fresssh in stores today (12/7), the tracks are fckin' craaazy goood.


1. Welcome To The World feat. Kanye West and Kid Cudi


2. How Life Changed feat. Mitchelle’l and Scarface


3. Get Back Up feat. Chris Brown


4. I Can’t Help It feat. Rocko


5. That’s All She Wrote feat. Eminem


6. No Mercy feat. The Dream


7. Big Picture


8. Strip feat. Young Dro and Trey Songz


9. Salute


10. Amazing feat. Pharrell


11. Everything On Me


12. Poppin’ Bottles feat. Drake


13. Lay Me Down feat. Rico Love


14. Castle Walls feat. Christina Aguilera

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

fck ya'll.

current mood: straight furiouss.
current song: lil wayne ft. eminem - drop the world.
"you keep the sunshine, save me the rain."

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shit, i can't even remember the last time i had a happy or chill ass blog about what's goin' on the daily. just too much bullshit that i'm tryna deal wid right about now. tha fck is your guys' problem tho. get off my god damn jock. always be beefin' with me about every fckin thing & tryna contol me under stupidass circumstances. before, i try to ignore as much as possible. even tho, i bitch back sometimes, i think i handled it pretty well. now, all this pent up anger and hate i have is just too much. can't even fckin' stand how stupid, obnoxious, rude, inconsiderate, bad parents you both are. your opinions about everything is ridiculous. i hate how i can't even reason with you guys.
dad, you ain't ever tha fck around. once that old lady opens her mouth, i hate how you join in and just attack me when you don't even know what the fck went down. tryna take control of the situation in the wrongass way by lockin me up and threatening others, callin the cops or whatever. wtf. don't even. it's my damn business. i know every consequence for my action. i wish you would fckin' understand.
old lady, seriously.... fck you. there isn't a fckin day within the week where we don't argue. i'm fed-up and tired of you always judging and criticizing me cos in your eyes i'm just as badass stupid kid. uh no. you may think that, but in my perspective, I KNOW you're a bad stupidass self-centered mom. no offense. but everything that comes out of your mouth is complete bullshit. there are so many incidences and things that came outta your fouled mouth that hurt me and drove me up the wall. tellin' me that ima die, you wish i was dead, blahblahblah. who the fck says that to their child? & this incident like this one damn time... i asked you to simply pick me up & shit... you don't know how fckin tired i am of callin you up everyday afterschool to pick me up. when other kids' parents, they don't need to be reminded, they fckin know what time. ):< anyways. i hit you up to take me home. i waited for like an hour, and you never showed up. i called, called, no fckin' answer. so i KNEW your ass went back to sleep. like wtf. so i walked fckin home & the house is far as fck. it must've happened like 3-5 times. but shit, can't even do a simple task when you're up in my ass about going to school everyday tho?! after that shit happened, i tried to just keep it coo, forgive, but never forgot. & lately, these past 2 weeks of over the top bickering really brings all these negative emotions i have inside of me back up. i couldn't pent it up anymore like i usually would. so, shit.. i went off. punchin' the walls, kickin' doors, throwing shit... & after that one fight on monday, where afterwards, you tried to kiss my ass to forgive you by buyin me food, offering me starbucks, i still don't accept it. cos i'm mad as fck. your ass still tryna fart out some bullshit today. tryna yell at me cos i use tampons sayin' it'll clot up & i'll get cancer. WHAT THE FCK. you're not a fckin' doctor. you don't even fckin know what cancer is or how it's developed. so STFU. go back to school. -_- then, what really got me going crazy is that you pull out your typical death card, wishing i was dead & all that. but this time, you said it so spitefully, & these were your exact words, "why don't you overdose on your thyroid pills & die so i can save up my money and not deal with you anymore." WOOOW. REALLY? YOU INCONSIDERATE STUPID FAT BITCH. you don't even know how much i hate you for sayin' that. you think i haven't done that before? broad, i tried. don't bring that shit up again around me. FCK YOU GUYS. ya'll think you're good parents? NO, not even. can you FCKIN' tell me what happened to my god damn brother? what the fck he's doin with his life? are you doing anything to help him? hell naw.
& can you tell me why you spend money over stupid unnecessary shit when you can use it to fund for my sister to go to premed school? 200 dollars worth of make-up a month, a stupid-ass alarm system that's 500+ dollars when nothing even happens now? then, you guys get angry & blame her for wasting money staying in davis cos she ain't goin' to school? well, shit. who's fault is that? YOURS. selfish, ignorant, unreasonable assholes. fck all this bullshit foreallll. can't wait til i can cut ya'll outta my life. >;/