don't hate, appreciate.

current mood: thoughtful.
current song: ne-yo - never knew i needed.

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i had a list of things i wanted to accomplish. babe read it, & he wanted to help me complete it. i was like naw. stop being sucha baller. dang, i can't stop him ever. :( he's a real poopyhead. STOP treating me so good, nigga. geeez. haha.
a haircut was on my list. therefore... yesterday, he went to take me out for a haircut. we were about to go to the place that i favored the most. but, i wanted to check out his salon on Mack Rd. cos haaay, i'm up for new things. the workers were very welcoming. i had phi's lady cut my hair. she sure had a great sense of humor. although, the turnout of my hair wasn't what i wanted... i was hoping for something new or different. everything just looked the same still. i didn't mind cos its the thought that counts & at least she didn't fuck up like the previous one i had. i realized that asian ladies.. just all do the same thang. so.. i'm not going to expect much anymore. lol. then... babe surprised me by also helping me get my ears piercing checked off. gosh, hun. you so fckin' AWEsoome. (:
afterwards, we went back the ho's fambam residence cos babe's mommy made some bombass noodles with meatieees. when we arrived there, i finally met his baby cousin ryan who i've been anticipating to meet since foreverrrr. he's such a menaceee. >:( tryna attack me & shiiiit. it's all graavy. i'm going to grow on him eventually. >:D i'm up for the challenge. "caw caw, rawrrrr." >:o take that, fatass! pwahah. he's suureee one conceited kid though; really feens for that camera. cocky ass... wonder where he got it from... ? phi van ho's such an influence on little kids these days. :o jkaaay.
anyways... thanks for everything boo. you just be comin' off the top as bestessttt. ♥

AYEE, ryan... why you sucha soopaaamodeel for, huh?
troi oi, dep chai wa. (;

on the reals though... i know certain people that tend to expect too much from others, not realizing what they've received is already enough. if something doesn't come to turn out the way they wanted... they expect the other person to make it up to them. well, maybe its YOUR fault that things didn't turn out that way. don't blame the other person. you're in control of your OWN actions. shit, it's already nice enough that they're offering to come out of their way to do certain things for you. respect is a two way fucking street. learn how to appreciate the little things that people do for you especially if they never ask for anything back. stop being so selfish. don't talk to someone just so they can owe you favors. what kind of friend are you if you do that? damn.