fck ya'll.

current mood: straight furiouss.
current song: lil wayne ft. eminem - drop the world.
"you keep the sunshine, save me the rain."

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shit, i can't even remember the last time i had a happy or chill ass blog about what's goin' on the daily. just too much bullshit that i'm tryna deal wid right about now. tha fck is your guys' problem tho. get off my god damn jock. always be beefin' with me about every fckin thing & tryna contol me under stupidass circumstances. before, i try to ignore as much as possible. even tho, i bitch back sometimes, i think i handled it pretty well. now, all this pent up anger and hate i have is just too much. can't even fckin' stand how stupid, obnoxious, rude, inconsiderate, bad parents you both are. your opinions about everything is ridiculous. i hate how i can't even reason with you guys.
dad, you ain't ever tha fck around. once that old lady opens her mouth, i hate how you join in and just attack me when you don't even know what the fck went down. tryna take control of the situation in the wrongass way by lockin me up and threatening others, callin the cops or whatever. wtf. don't even. it's my damn business. i know every consequence for my action. i wish you would fckin' understand.
old lady, seriously.... fck you. there isn't a fckin day within the week where we don't argue. i'm fed-up and tired of you always judging and criticizing me cos in your eyes i'm just as badass stupid kid. uh no. you may think that, but in my perspective, I KNOW you're a bad stupidass self-centered mom. no offense. but everything that comes out of your mouth is complete bullshit. there are so many incidences and things that came outta your fouled mouth that hurt me and drove me up the wall. tellin' me that ima die, you wish i was dead, blahblahblah. who the fck says that to their child? & this incident like this one damn time... i asked you to simply pick me up & shit... you don't know how fckin tired i am of callin you up everyday afterschool to pick me up. when other kids' parents, they don't need to be reminded, they fckin know what time. ):< anyways. i hit you up to take me home. i waited for like an hour, and you never showed up. i called, called, no fckin' answer. so i KNEW your ass went back to sleep. like wtf. so i walked fckin home & the house is far as fck. it must've happened like 3-5 times. but shit, can't even do a simple task when you're up in my ass about going to school everyday tho?! after that shit happened, i tried to just keep it coo, forgive, but never forgot. & lately, these past 2 weeks of over the top bickering really brings all these negative emotions i have inside of me back up. i couldn't pent it up anymore like i usually would. so, shit.. i went off. punchin' the walls, kickin' doors, throwing shit... & after that one fight on monday, where afterwards, you tried to kiss my ass to forgive you by buyin me food, offering me starbucks, i still don't accept it. cos i'm mad as fck. your ass still tryna fart out some bullshit today. tryna yell at me cos i use tampons sayin' it'll clot up & i'll get cancer. WHAT THE FCK. you're not a fckin' doctor. you don't even fckin know what cancer is or how it's developed. so STFU. go back to school. -_- then, what really got me going crazy is that you pull out your typical death card, wishing i was dead & all that. but this time, you said it so spitefully, & these were your exact words, "why don't you overdose on your thyroid pills & die so i can save up my money and not deal with you anymore." WOOOW. REALLY? YOU INCONSIDERATE STUPID FAT BITCH. you don't even know how much i hate you for sayin' that. you think i haven't done that before? broad, i tried. don't bring that shit up again around me. FCK YOU GUYS. ya'll think you're good parents? NO, not even. can you FCKIN' tell me what happened to my god damn brother? what the fck he's doin with his life? are you doing anything to help him? hell naw.
& can you tell me why you spend money over stupid unnecessary shit when you can use it to fund for my sister to go to premed school? 200 dollars worth of make-up a month, a stupid-ass alarm system that's 500+ dollars when nothing even happens now? then, you guys get angry & blame her for wasting money staying in davis cos she ain't goin' to school? well, shit. who's fault is that? YOURS. selfish, ignorant, unreasonable assholes. fck all this bullshit foreallll. can't wait til i can cut ya'll outta my life. >;/