letter: day 12.

The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.


Dear Uglyass Nigga or should I say... Kristoffer Hildickhead?

I really don't have anything to say no more. I've already said too much. What's done is done. Though, I will admit this--that out of every mistake I've encountered throughout my life, you were the one I regret the most. I gave my all to someone who clearly never deserved me. I've wasted my life, my time, my breath on someone who puts himself as the main priority. God knows, I was so exhausted trying to make this work; exerting myself pass my limits in order to make you happy when I wasn't feeling the same. It sucks to know how blind I was for you back then. I thought you cared, I thought you would be good to me, I thought after being so close to you as friends we would be better as a couple. But no, everything went downhill once we were connected romantically. I began to notice the ugliest side of you, that through & through never failed to show with every month into our relationship.

Never in my life had I met someone so despicable. You don't value your family. You have absolutely no clue on how to treat a girl. You're disrespectful. You're a down right hypocrite. You don't have any morals. You're unbelievably needy. You're cocky even tho you don't have anything to be cocky about. You break promises. You can't uphold friendships. You can't obtain a job since you're a lazy asshole. You put your tinyass dick before anything else. Man, you're just a shady grimey ass fake sorry little b*tch who doesn't have a care for anyone but his damn ugly self. That's why you ain't got no true homies that stuck witchu since the get go. Without your girl & your dancecrew, you wouldda got no freakin' body. Never have I heard anyone mention of you back at Sheldon & when they do, it's always negative feedback. I don't blame them for it though. I mean, who can stand bein' a friend with someone who you can't trust to have your back.. & you definitely stabbed mines.

Now that I think about it. Why did I even bother? You've done me dirty so many times & you did it again even after I thought we settled it all out. I heard so much... you're quite the story-teller. I broke your heart? I did you dirty? F**k you, nigga. That's all your grimeyass. You're lucky I didn't talk to Kari sooner. Wouldda faded your ugly face out right there & then foreals. Then, you got the audacity to call me rude for bringin' my boyfriend when your pops was gone? Don't even start, b**ch. Where the hell was your punkass when your dad passed away, bro? You could've prevented his death if you weren't thinkin' about your microscopic dick that weekend. But nope. Once again, proves how you take everything for granted. Now your mom's strugglin' & you ain't even helpin' her out. Just havin' her pay for your retarded dance tuition? Sorryass piece of sh*t, I swear. After your father passed away, you still ain't grown up yet? Wow. You're somethin', man.

Gosh, there's so much to say.. but I'd rather tell you physically than just writing. Just know, I.. really... don't like you, at all. It's honestly surprising to me since I ain't the type to express such negative emotions towards someone. But, I can't help that's all I feel towards every reminder of your name. Thank you for enlightening my life by getting the fck out of it. I finally know what a real man should act like & its no where near close to you. You're nothing but a low-life. Real talk, I hope karma continues to kick you in the ass hard for every person that you've hurt. I hate you, yup.

t(-_-t) from yours truly. (: