song: jay-z - on to the next one.
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i know, i've been hella late on this. but i've been really lazy to reminisce on everything. my brain hurts... lol. but here goes!
Year 2009;
ohh nine. in the beginning, i thought this was going to be something to look forward to. i had a wonderful holiday break. i ACTUALLY did something. i spent it with someone who i loved. had my first ever new years kiss. it was warm, safe, loving way to start the year. <3 & i hoped it would be like that for the rest of the year... but in reality, that warmth fell cold real quick. there were some positives.. but the negatives would just be too overwhelming. resulting towards... one of the worst years of my life. but on the bright side, i learned a lot, opened myself for new emotions that i've been wondering to experience and somewhat avoid. it was the year that i fell in love, got my heart broken constantly, turned 16, finally became an upperclassmen in highschool, received a new toshiba laptop, got distant from my close friends & lost a few, met new people & true friends that i would want to keep for life, saw a meteor shower, got sick 3 times in a row, fucked up again with my 2nd half of 1st semester, recited a speech for my friends debut, had jamba juice every week, pulled my first "janet jackson," ... etc, it was crazy... but looking back now... it would be probably be one of the best years instead of the worst because it has molded to be one tougher cookie. >:)
i had a bittersweet ending... although break was a bit odd. things didn't feel like what they were supposed to be. it didn't feel like christmas or a new year... at all.. just another regular day. i spent most of my time at home since i was sick. ):< fortunately, i got better just in time for new years! i ended my year with these THESE GUYS that were trying to force me to SING, even tho i CAN'T, its all the radio. haha. ;) "freakin phi and myles." haha. but it was pretty hilarious. we planned to watch fireworks in downtown; old sacramento but it was a FAIL. traffic was crazy. so we gave up & went to a friends house instead... which was pretty funny too. everyone was hella trippin out over an orange civic.. and i never knew "guhhgnstas" were such camera whores. but its all good i guess. hahah. i think laughing is the best cure for everything... and a great way to start off the year. <3
but anywayss, i FINALLY let go of love that wasn't meant to be. & i am happy as ever. :) fuck it. LOVE IS FOR SUCKERS! >;o also, strengthened my bond with my most dearest friends to accomplish that we are going to be there for each other for life. <3 they are every piece to complete my puzzle. friends = awesome blossoms, faaaasho. ;p although winter break was thought to be cold.. it was actually warm with good company and the comfort of promising people. (: REMEMBER, always look upon the side where the grass is much greener. <3 and water .. the dead.. grass? lmao.
now, that i've finally gotten off the rocky roller coaster called
a new year has started & i'm not sure what it is about it. but i have a really good vibee, its gonna be a pretty bomb year. i have some goals i wish to accomplish. livin' it up as miss i-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t. ;) & everythings just super fresh. its a new start of the semester at school & so far i like all of my teachers... they are really nice and understanding, so that'll motivate me to try harder. i can't stand being taught by a teacher that gives me a bad impression. so yaay, finally cool teachers. x) not to mention, i recently moved into my NEW house last weekend, & omgosh, it was exhausting. but its all graaavy cos.. i have... a bigger room now. pwahahah. & sooooon, i'm finally going to start my last year of highschool once summer vacation ends. its hella insane how fast time just zooms right by. but heck yessss, THIS IS IT! good or bad; i'm sooo mothafckin ready to take this year head on & i hope to keep the good friends as close as i can cos they're my sunshine in the raaaain. (: 2010; bring it on biaatches , imma make this shit MY year. (;< already knowwww .
NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS;
- meet new people/friends.
- keep good friends close.
- avoid drama. (NO MORE BITCHASSNESS!)
- be organized.
- get some bomb grades. (ACTUALLY STUDY)
- no more ditching... hehehe...
- work out to get ciara abs. ;)
- re pierce ears, cartilage, bellybutton (lip,nose?)
- get eyes examined... im getting blind. ): (contacts;purple)
- live it up on weekends , but get school shit over with first.
- be motivated.
- make as much time for homiessssss ,
- continue to be a better myself as a person.
- & be there for friends whenever, where ever, 24/7
- make a difference in someone's life.
- no regrets.
- update music.
- improve dance/vocals.
- finally sing for some people.
- get some belated presents for some peeeeps.
- start driving.
- save money.
- JAMBA JUICE! whenever i can; its a must.
- get a job.
- learn how to DJ (senior proj.)
- learn how to swim/box.
- ride a bike again! haha.
- be activeeeeee ,
- get more flexible (get splits downn)
- get a better immune system! ): no more sickness. x_x
- attempt to tan.
- LOL,ROFL,LMAO,LMFAO as much as possible! (best cure for everything.)
- live life to the fullest; be happy as i can be. <3
SPECIAL THANKS;
- Hanh Pham
the one and only who i adore and admire. wise, caring, strong-willed; my sister.
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- Annie Nguyen
- Katie Pham
- Phi Ho
- Myles Layug
* thanks for always being downn & always managing to find a way to put a smile on my face. i appreciate everything you guys do, foreals. & no matter how long we don't talk, we can go on like nothing ever happened. my definition of what a true friend is. you guys are the best. i love you allll. thank you so much for being there for me with all the ups&downs. <3 whatever happens, i gotchuu guys. likewise, all the time. :)
& EVERYONE ELSE!
every friend i lost.
every new friend i gained.
everyone who has been in my life before...
just everyone. <3
"hated or loved, good or bad, how far apart or how close we are, i'm most thankful for people who have walked in and out of my life, the new people that have just came in, but most importantly, i am most thankful for the people that never left my side and stuck through with a crazy girl like me. i lalalalove everyone. you all are the reason for who i am and what i've always wanted to be. ♥ thank you. "
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