why can't i?

current mood: nostalgic.
current song: chrisette michele - epiphany.

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dear you,

as each day passes by; the hurt slowly began fading, & it was easier to just let go. at least, i thought it was. but of all the guys that i've encountered so far. i found myself looking for you. & i never want to forget what we were like that summer. i had a dream about you. i still question myself this so many times. how... i don't know why... out of all the assholes in the world, you're one of the few that i fell for. & after all the shit you've put me through, i can still miss you. but you're with her. you're happy now. that's all i can ever ask for, right. :)

yours truly,
<3