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this weekend has been very dramatic. crying was on the regular bases. for everyone. nights were restless. mornings were exhausting. but no matter how tired everyone were... the realization of Uncle Ed gone... was just hard to sink in, so nothing else mattered. my deepest condolences again, Hidalgo family, for your loss. :( stay strong. & i hope the boys would step up to the plate to take care of the moms.
i enjoyed being in the company of the extended family. i have a new boyfriend named luigi. he's scared of ghosts. i think we broke up though. long distance thing isn't going to work. ); lol. it's okay though. i'm really going to miss you kiddos foreaals-- aliza, mika, mikeail.. other people. & the big kids-- aly, aldrich, aj, freddie... just everyone. you guys are awesome. it sucks that you all live so far... stockon, LA, canada? you guys are everywhere. but forsure, we're going to see eachother again! & you have nice parents... with hot flip mamas. they make me wanna say oh, oh, oh, oh, uh, uh, uh, oh, oh... ohhhh maaaa goooaawsh. ;) filipino moms FTW! <3 i'm happy that my friend kathleen deloso came through for one of the viewings too. we caught up on alot of stuff. i lalalove her. :) i also gave a speech to Uncle Ed. it was pretty... emotional for me, just looking back on everything. time goes way too fast. it feels like i was just talking to him yesterday. i'm really going to miss his intimidating personality... the way he would mug me from time to time. however, despite everything. he truly did have one of the most biggest of hearts. i like his spontaneous good moods & his laugh was so jolly. its a great loss. i don't believe he's gone though. it's the physical which is deceased. he's always going to be with us in our hearts. i guess this is just a constant reminder that life is too short. thats why we just gotta let go of all the negatives. we have to forgive, forget, & move on. don't hold any grudges. & just enjoy life. cos you never know when your time is up or our loved ones. we have to make sure to always keep them close to us also. don't take them for granted & just realize how much they're worth once you lose them. it's just another regret to look back on. life is about living without any regrets.
besides the grief... i really like their food. but i don't like how it makes me full quickly. i've been having a food coma for quite some time... and i still feel it. it's horrible. i hate being FULL. its like dying for me. thank gosh, i'm back home. back to my one meal a day. & simple food. ooh yeaah. geez, why is filipino foood sooo bomb. yeah, yeah, yeah. it's sooo bomb. especially SUMON. omgosh. i can eat that for days. & i like how they made it purple. c(: that ball thingy thing is good too. i dunno what it's called. i wish they had that coconut dessert that i liked tho. & HALO HALO. mmm, hell yeah. dang... i sound hecka fat... cos... i am... faaaaaaat. ._.
halo halo. <3
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