worth the wait.

current mood: awed.
current song: am kidd - electric heart.
"one thing that'll give me that spark. to power my electric heart."

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yesterday, was chillax. i woke up to multiple texts but i felt bad cos they texted me earlier & i didn't reply til hecka later. sorry, people. i love you though. :) then, phi called me up requesting if he and myles can go swimming in the pool that my sister's apartment has. they swam like pros. especially myles' buffass. made me jealous. cos i can't swim. ):
afterwards, they went to phi's place to shower & came back for eating plans. it was a long procress cos everyone's so indecisive & my sistaaa can't be trusted since she dips when it comes to eating. nuhh uhh. not this time. so, in the end, we settled for another costco dinner party. cos those are bomb and affordable especially for neeeeegaaaas. plus, i wanted... to buy ravioli there. deliciiiiouusss.
when the dinner partaaay was over. we called our friend vi up cos he wanted to watch Toy Story 3 cos his ass is so ballin'. finding out it was just the four of us watching, we decided to just get redbox. & vi selected "law abiding citizen." i kinda underestimated it on how it would be boring. but naww, it was pretty interesting. & makes you think between what's right or wrong. we had to find a place to watch it & vi told us we can at his friends peter's place. meeting him was cool. he was a really nice guy with some expertise cleaning skills.
what really got me though, is his long distance relationship with his girlfriend for almost 6 years. i was impressed on how well they were doing cos i know plenty of couples that have problems with just living in the same city & different neighborhoods. but... different continent? whoah, so mmmm'aaaazinng. & what else, is that they tried to break up to try a new route. however, it didn't work out as good. therefore, they got back together. he won't get to see her again until next summer. but he told me it's all good. cos with her, everything feels right.
it makes me wonder... about the way people find love. sometimes, we tend to go the wrong directions just to obtain that spark of happiness & do whatever in order to ease that loathsome feeling of loneliness. but is it worth it if that spark is easily blown out & you're hurting yourself in the process in order to keep it constant? happiness shouldn't be something that we have to work so hard for. it should already be a given to one another. i think... when we find someone meant for us, we should know that they make us happy. & it's not a thing to question cos the answer should already be oblivious. the feeling is always existent in their presence. there shouldn't be any shift towards the negative feelings & if there is, it's no hill that you can't get around. it's like... a breath of fresh air. so, don't be so quick to rush into what you THINK will make you happy. take your time... be patient until you know, that the feeling is for real. sure, the wait sucks. but don't let that bring you down. cos the world is a big place & we have our whole lives to find someone for us. & once we got it. in the end... we'll realize, it's all worth it.
i should know cos.... you, make me happy. ♥