current mood: vexed.
current song: young jeezy ft. drake - lose my mind.
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oh parents...
"why do you go out so much? you should just go out once a week."
first fucking off, i was OUT only on the fucking weekend this week since i got home. you're acting as if i go out everyday. pay the fuck attention. I'M HOME. foreals... you're in over your heads. why the fuck is there any point of me being home if there's absolutely NOTHING for me to be home for. me going out is exactly the same as me staying home. when i am home, all i do is stay in my room all day. you guys don't fucking communicate with me or try to.. & once you do, its to criticize me and give me a pointless lecture that you repeated millions of times. shit, I KNOW, i HEARD you, i'm not retarded. you seriously don't see me as anything. you make me feel like crap. all you guys ever do is constantly remind me how much lower i am than my sister when i try talking to you. well, shit. i'm so sorry i can't be good as her or smart as she is. your mistake for having me. so, live with it. cos ima keep doing me. i'm going to be STUPID, be REBELLIOUS, & be THE KID YOU NEVER WANTED, like you always tell me right? yeah.
believe it or not, there was a point in my life where i felt like home sucked too, don't know why my dad was so strict at the time. but yeah, parents... you can't choose em.
ReplyDeleteAww mann sounds too hurt yeahh i feel where your comin from though well not exactly, exactly but somewhere along those lines on just some of those cause im more of a sibling thing more so than a parent thing tho i went through the comparison thing which sucks aha but fuck all that house shit only got me halfway to phis house LOL yeahh but yeahhh just gotta live it through aha stay up and do what you gotta do pal
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