Thursday, September 30, 2010

gee, thanks for nothin'.

current mood: cantankerous.
current song: lil wayne ft. drake - gonorrhea.

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badass week... day or what? i've been down & out cos people just be too immature as hell. i don't belong in highschool with these whackass heaads. it is what it is tho, only a couple of more months to go & i be out. swear, the week be goin' by in slow motion. it feels like forever. hoping it would get better today since its almost the end of it all, but today was worst day outta alla 'em. bombed 1st period, late 2nd period, 3rd period lasted for hecka days, 4th period fckin test was loooong.
after finishing my exam, i called up my mom about 20 minutes before class cos i wanna dip already. saved by the bell. came out, she still ain't there. when everybody left. i was still patient cos i know she takes forever doin' what she has to do, & chilled. later on, i had a feelin' that it was gettin' too long so i glanced at the time, its already been an hour since i called, still nothing. hit her phone up, don't even answer my damn calls. fuck it. thought to myself, i could've been home by now, walkin'. so, i did that & it was crazy. weathers fckin humid & my temper is outta control. i think i woulda lost it if i didn't bring my itouch today. [thanks babe.]
eventually, reachin' halfway home. i encountered this fckin' dumb diiiirtyass nigga who was comin' toward me tryna give me a hug or some shit. i was like hell naww, shook my head. tried to go around his grotty lookin' ass. but nigga tried to block my way & said some shit to me. didn't hear it tho cos of my music. my adrenaline was rushin' when that happened. therefore, i started to sprint my way out. turn around & that creepy fool be watchin' me. one of the most fckin' scariest shit of my life. i ran till the coast was clear & he was out of my sight. hecka relieved but still a bit paranoid. in order to be more aware, i took out my headphones. once i did that, i hear all these old ass niggas honkin' at me & stickin' they heads out the window. checkin' a teenager out. really? the heck is wrong with people nowadays? that's disgusting. i was soooo fuckinnnn doooone with the day, felt the need to punch some walls or somes. busted in my headphones again & tried to calm down. finally, got home after an hour of walking in this stupidass heat.
shit though, i give my mom a simple task to pick me up & she can't even do it. stays at home all damn day. showers at the wrong times. drives real slow. the fckk. at least pick up my freakin' call so i know you ain't going to then i can find a ride or somes. but naw. i come home, to your lazyass sleeping? wow. fuck this bullshit, foreal.

2 comments:

  1. fck, man i swear. i'm going to go crazy on some unlucky nigguh some day.

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  2. Awh tam , at least your safe . I know how you feeel . Shit just sucks & this week went by so damn slow. ugh , school's not the bidnesss.

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