letter: day 3.

my parents.

dear pops & mama,

can't live with you, can't live without you guys, huh. on the reals, there ain't no one in this whole world that can piss the heck out of me like you guys do. you're so unreasonable at most times that it's ridiculous. i hate how you guys are both so traditional with things & how you're so judgemental of others when you guys aren't any better yourselves. you both can be so rude, especially in public, always using foul language & trippin' over the smallest shit, taking everything out of hand. i don't like the fact that you guys choose to control me but put my sister on a pedestal & let my brother do anything he wants cos you're afraid of him. it seems like i'm the only child that you guys boss around. it ain't fair at all cos it makes me want to rebel even more; urging me to argue back. & once that happens, you guys label me as this "bad kid," wishing that you never had me. you don't realize how much it hurts when i hear that, makes me just wanna run faaaar away from home sometimes. ontop of that, you guys... can't even call me by my name, i'm always mistaken for my sisters. really? am i not important enough for you guys to simply remember my name? >;/ i just feel unappreciated. i always longed to actually be capable to confide in my parents & just talk about my day like the ones on tv. but i don't think that's ever going to happen since we're so different from one another. however, even with all the flaws, i know that throughout the years of my life, you guys have always worked hard to raise me & put a roof over my head, making sure that i am well nourished. i know sometimes, i can come off as disrespectful. i'm sorry for that. i can only take so much. hopefully, one day we can find a common ground. despite the negatives, thank you for everything you've done for me.