letter: day 4.

my sibling (or closest relative).

dear chi hanh,

gosh... i remember back in the day. we was like strangers living in the same house. i don't even know why, i guess i had this thing where i felt like i can't get along with people older than me so i just kickited with the brehbreh. but you did make me curious, when there were questions, i always came to you to answer them. "sister, what kind of butt do you have?!" LOL. not cool bein' this confused ass child. as i got older though, i had the urge to just kickit witchu. especially since breh gone hecka whack gettin' attached to the computer. our bond initially started off as me being the ideal little sis & tending to your needs. such as microwavin' or toasting you some food to eat & gettin' you beverages. aren't i nice? eventually, you let me watch TV with you too with your MTV/VH1 all day. i had to admit, i got lonely when you went out with your friends all the time at night. & i dunno, but i developed this paranoid feeling that you won't come back. so, i'd wait late at night til you actually came home & heard you come in your room since it was rite next to mines; for me to sleep soundly. later on, once you transferred to davis, you moved out. that was when it got real lonely. & we got a little distant too since our relationship hasn't really developed into anything. it wasn't until i went to highschool that we slowly got closer & connected on deeper levels since i understand things more. now, we're pretty tight. you have went through alot in your life, & you're now wise beyond your years. although, sometimes i think our differences seem to clash with one another. it's all good tho, we bluhd. i hate how you don't visit the house as often as before since parents are hecka whaack bein' up in your jock & recently, you're confused on the direction of where your life is headin' towards at the moment. i just hope it all gets better for you cos you deserve the best. thanks for everything you've done for me & the rest of the fam. i dunno what i'd do without you. love you a bunch sis. couldn't replace you for any other sister in the world. fasho. (: