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dear you,
it's may now. can you believe that? time really goes by too fast. it was just about 2 years ago when we first met. bogus ball, right. i was a frosh and you were just old. i remember, you gave me one bad first impression. with your "guess my girlfriends age." & lied she was younger when she was actually older than you. asshole, good thing i had annie with me. then, you persistently pursued me for the whole school year. aren't you lucky, you eventually got through? geez though, where is my ten bucks at? jkay. who knew... in time, you gave me more than i can ever get from money. you were the first guy that i was closest to. my first relationship. you were one of my best friends. my lover. you meant everything. there were some ups some downs. we got through them. unfortunately, some downs were too overwhelming & caused us to break apart. 1 year and 6 months. i don't regret one bit of it. although, we are over. i'll always keep a place for you in my heart. without you, i wouldn't be the person i am today, the person i always wanted to be. thank you so much for all the embrace, smiles, laughs, tears, the heartache... the memories. i am very grateful for all of the ups within our relationship. even the downs--however, sometimes the pain would be unbearable. i got through it. with that, i am a much stronger person. so, thank you so much for everything you did for me. & i know you said, it wasn't as much as i've given you. but it is enough, cos it's all i ever asked for. you taught me what's it like to love. to be in love. opened me to the meaning of true love. & i couldn't ask for anything else. i'm glad that we can finally now close our chapter in peace. & i hope you that your new chapter is filled with happiness. :) i wish you success in everything that you choose to do. i'll love you always. take care.
yours truly,
<3
fck everythin. fck you bitchass.
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