ooh snaaaaaps.

current mood: stiff.
current song: mike posner ft. big sean - speed of sound.

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school seems to feel a bit emptier already. its the seniors' last day. i'm going to really miss them a whole lot once i don't see the same faces smiling at me going through campus. it struck me again how time doesn't slow down for anybody. but i wish it would cut me some slack sometimes. sitting in class, i kinda regret not taking high school as seriously as i should have in the past. oh well though, i find school to not have any priority until i get to college. i think high school is the journey you take to learn life lessons taking a step towards independence slowly maturing into adulthood.
the weather was quite nice today. not too hot or cold. & there was a welcoming breeze gently brushing on upon my face. :) my 1st period sucked though; i forgot that i had a final for animal anatomy, so i didn't study for it. >;/ 2nd period; i'm rushing to finish the music video for animation. i have good ideas. but its hard getting them organized. 3rd period; i had a math test. i think i did okay. but there were a problem or two that i was unsure about. i hoped i guessed them right though. 4th period; we finished the book "as eyes were watching god" for english. it was pretty touching. i agree with the love lesson. once you've experienced a portion of your life with your soulmate... life afterwards, seems to be the most fullfilling.
after school; my sister came back from davis to pick me up & take me to the lab to get a blood test. i still get anxious at the thought of blood being drawn from me. but it wasn't as bad as when i was an infant. i used to be terrified of the thought of it that i would start ballin' out before the needle even came close to me. now, the fear seems to be fading away as i got older & realized that this cycle of blood tests and check-ups are going to occur for the rest of my life--so i can actually live my life. so, i guess i better get used to everything since it's beneficial to my health. i still can't look at the needle peircing through my vein... but i can look at it when i know its stable. still freaks the shizzles out of me. i'm glad i didn't overreact even though the freakin' lady missed the vein in my arm. therefore, resorted to drawing blood from my right hand. having the needle pulled out is one of the biggest feelings of relief. ugh, i felt nauseated afterwards thouugh. .__.



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