oh, saaay whaaat?

current mood: gleeful.
current song: fabolous ft. tamia - so into you.

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omgosh, four weeeeeeks tho?!
feeeeels longer! "that's what she said." pwhahah.

*shuttup, that works. mmmmk.

so...
babe, you are totally awesome. feels like just yesterday where i first met you with myles at lollicup. which is a craaazaay coincidence, since we never even planned to kickit with thatoneguy. it just happened.  my first impression of you, was like... "wow, this guy, dresses up really nice." (; you got me interested even though i was tied down. we were all coooo. i'll never forget how you came all the way to my house on my birthday to give me my present. & it was exactly what i wanted. "the world." i thought it was so creative! & really cheered me up from that whackass niggaaa. although, afterwards we got a bit distant when i got back with him. i don't even know why i did. i'm retarded. lol.
then, around november, i saw you on AIM like hecka laaaate. so i guess i decided to talk to you even though you would sign off randomly at times when i do. & you finally replied this time! it was nice reconnecting. i guess we both were going through relationship problems. & got out of it around the same time. i was like.. whoah really? & you admitted to me that you had a crush on me too back in the daaay? wtffaaak.
as time passed, we got closer and closer, realizing that we have... alot in common. "same boat, or what?" & we both accomplished that we are besties, even though... you hecka neglected me for hecka months, you asshoooole. why you sucha asshooole fo'? );< jhskidding.
eventually... after a period of time... you got kinda cute again. &... yeah... i was secretly feeeeelin' youuu.. ;) then... turns out you was feeeeelin' me tooo, around the same time you liked me before! hecka surprising. but chyeah... had to have our thang on the "DL" for awhile cos you had some thangs to take care of. & i respected that cos i realized that you were totally worth the wait. finally, after going through some complications, it was finally made official between us, July 7, 2010.

get the exclusive, on our officialness....
http://phisayswhat.blogspot.com/2010/08/i-did-this-is-how-i-did-it.html

i want to thank you for everything you've done for me. you've been an amazing bestfriend, and boyfriend. you're sincerely oh so sweet & considerate. i admire every aspect of the person that you are, from that way you look, the way you dress, and your personality. even though, some may tend to misread you sometimes cos of it. i getcha. & i don't want you to change anything about yourself. don't hold back on anything. just keep doin' you. cos YOU are the one that i'm totally crazy for. i am a fan of your humorous side. you never failed to make me laugh, or put a smile on my face everyday. i admire the fact that our level of understanding is so deep. i can just communicate with you without anything being said. i can tell you all the things on my mind & you would have the right words to say. you were always had my back from the beginning. you really are a something special. & i love how you just enlighten my life. i have no idea, on how long this is going last.... how's it going to turn out. i just hope it stays here for awhile. (: i haven't had a clue, if you're the one. but i like you. & ooh, i like the way you make me feel. 
i ♥ you, phi van ho.